I remember
I remember how it took a misstep to fall into a whole that was never there
Sand covered face
Mumbled screams
Darkness
Tears being swallowed up by my deceitful mind,
I remember
Putting my head down
And accepting defeat
For reasons still unknown to me,
I remember
How I had to bargain my freedom by folding my stories in a box and throwing it into the river
Just so I don’t end up there again
I remember
My tired eyes about to close on their own
And that was when I knew I had to fight
Fight for the body that didn’t want to be recognized
Fight for the sore mouth
Fight for the aching heart
And a better life,
I remember.