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A message for my ex

For all the nights I stayed up wondering why you were becoming distant

For all the times I cried myself to sleep because you made me feel I wasn’t good enough

For all the hurtful words you said to me that stabbed me painfully which wouldn’t allow my heart to stop aching

For all the times you made it hard for another person to love me because I was so scared of letting down my walls. I felt like everyone was like you

For all the times I cried on my best friend’s shoulder as she curses your name underneath her breath

For all the times you talked about how much prettier than me the other girl is

For all the times you didn’t give me the love and attention I deserved and how you made the words” I’ll never leave you” leave bitter taste in my mouth

For all the times I pushed people away because of how torn apart I was

For all the times you pushed me away when all I tried to do was be the best I can. I know I’m not perfect but I tried to give all I could

For all the times you made me feel lonely. Even though you didn’t leave then. Your presence didn’t make a difference

For all the times you rejected my calls because I wanted to check up on you

For all the times you made me apologize just to make sure things worked out between us

For all the fights you always started up

For the time you said to me ” I’m so sorry I have feelings for another girl ”

For the time you said ” I’m so sorry I’ll make things right between us” and part of me still believed you because I didn’t want it all to end

For the time you came back begging yet you hurt me the second and third time

For the time you tried to stop someone else from loving me because you were so selfish

For the time you said I was your “side piece”

For the times I smelt your cologne and immediately walked away because it reminded me of you

I tried really hard.I promised, But one day I woke up and realized I couldn’t handle it anymore.

You weren’t worth the fight.

A message for my ex

-“I’m glad we broke up”